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my loving Jesus on this pew i sit alone of person but with God though no one else stands beside in my heart and song... God resides others have a hand to hold but with God is my place i'm told when we think our hearts, ourselves without to find how wrong we are just look about. everywhere our eyes do fix we find God's beauty in the midst no way can i ever say how much i love my Saviour from above but with pen this morn i do write and tell of my God - never out of sight thank you God for all you do for your touch... your warmth... that can come only from you blessed Saviour this morning i pray that for you i will stand... in Your ways that for some i may be a light that shines for you both day and night thank you God is never enough for saving my soul so broken and rough thank you for the blood you shed for me...on that hill at Calvary my salvation on that day you gave never to lose, forever saved for myself and others that kneel to pray... please my Jesus come my way as i ask of you that my sins you forgive this day thank you Father, God, my Jesus for on that cross you did forgive us thank you Father, God, my Jesus for in Your heart you did receive us thank you God... my loving Jesus... thank you. theBrok 4 17 2005 |
 soon it will be six years since i put myself in a drug and alcohol rehab center. i weighed less than 150 lbs.. couldn't go 30 minutes without getting terribly sick without a drink and would give anything for a joint and would tell whatever had to be to have the company of a woman. i was to soon find out i had hepatitis b and c.. was told that i was on my way out and there was nothing that could be done for me. i was glad,, i didn't want to live.. but i had one saving grace. our lives are not our own to give or take. God has a purpose for us all...God sent my younger brother to me one last time.. instead of finding me drunk with a quart in my hand and smoke so thick you had to clear it to see me.. he found a sober.. pepsi in hand broken person waiting to meet God.. and that day i did. i met my Jesus,, i asked Him into my heart and prayed He would forgive me of my sins.. that i wanted to become a child of His...serve Him by telling others... God took my sins and through them away,, the same as He did the alcohol.. the drugs... the lust that had no meaning but to hurt. i'm still sick but i now have a new physician.. Jesus Christ my Lord and Saviour.,. and as i write this i'm literally weeping...crying out hurt i've needed to for so long... hurt that only the love from a friend and Father i now have can heal... thank you God,, thank you Jesus,, i love you... me.............Find what i have,, find that answer to your hurt.. find it here...in Jesus...Meet Jesus. Thanks Steve for coming by again.. i didn't care about dying.. i just didn't want to die drunk...i would have died sober but on my way straight to hell. now i can never die thanks to the blood of Jesus Christ... thanks Mandy for showing me how to love a women as a sister and thanks for being that sister. and thanks Debbie my other Sister in Christ and Betty,, eddie, mary Lou,, Conrad and all from my church and my beloved church family in birmingham,, love you pam and uncle bobby and aunt nita.. and of course.. those of you i've met and will meet on the net...love you all...smiles... me |
To find a peace that will change your life... please visit my Salvation page; Meet Jesus For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life. John3:16 Verily, verily, I say unto you, He that believeth on me hath everlasting life. John 6:47 8 For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God: 9 Not of works, lest any man should boast. Ephesians 2:8-9 Jesus answered and said unto him, Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born again, he cannot see the kingdom of God. John 3:3 But these are written, that ye might believe that Jesus is the Christ, the Son of God; and that believing ye might have life through his name. John 20:31 |
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